My Commitment to the Magic Cow Bridge House
There is no adequate German translation for the word commitment. It means something like joyfully committing. We all carry this fire within us, and when the right spark comes, a radiant bright light ignites and illuminates our life path. This March, Daway announces his three-month bridge house in NY State. Whooshhhhhh, my flame is here! I am committed. ... You can read more here ! |
Self-Doubt, a Trick of Your Gremlin
I live with a man who is unconsciously rooted in patriarchy. I have chosen to live with this man over and over again, most recently after moving out for 4 months. I am aware that I can’t change him. For years I mistakenly believed I could change him. After that I hoped that he would want to change himself. In the meantime, I do not want to change him. You can read more here ! |
Discoveries About Being a Purpose Sniffer !
For three months now I have been a Purpose Sniffer. How come?
In my relationships, I was stuck in a box behavior about how to connect with people. This is what it looks like: get empty, push your box aside, make sure your Gremlin is not in the way, don’t smile, listen, be present, wait until something comes up for you, trust! Sounds like a great guideline, doesn’t it? ... You can read more here ! |
My Mother's Deathbed : An Initiation !
Gremlin is present everywhere at any time without exception, also at my mother’s deathbed.
Forty four hours before my mother passes away, I arrive at the hospital. I find her strong, radiant, serene and ready. I am surprised to notice that my Gremlin feels deceived. He captures, in a fraction of a second, that he can neither play the ... You can read more here ! |
Fear about my Growing Gremlin
I am attending a Gremlin Training. At the beginning we did Gremlin-Low-Drama-food-distinctions and diet-stuff. In the fifth Training week, we did Hook-Unhookable-exercise, non-linearity-creation through identity-shifts and Going-Mad-Training. My Gremlin had really fun. I feel still Kraah’s smile in my face. ...
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My articles in French :
Pourquoi je me suis inscrite à un cours pour devenir gardienne d'espace d'un club de la colère ?
Est-ce que j’étais complètement dingue ? Maintenant, je suis là et j’ai peur. Je me sens inadéquate, zéro préparée à cette aventure et absolument nulle pour dealer avec la colère. J’évite la colère. J’ai peur de la colère chez les autres et, encore plus, chez moi-même. Je crains la violence, ma violence. Je crains de perdre le contrôle sur moi …
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Ingrid Schmithüsen
Carignan, Québec, Canada
email : ingrid.schmithusen@imzentrumlied.de
Carignan, Québec, Canada
email : ingrid.schmithusen@imzentrumlied.de